Impatient little boy Forced to grow up too soon. - Don't like what they say about you Proving them right with every step Expected to know the difference But youth stands in your way Confusion reigns in your soul Not knowing right from wrong Everyone says ‘J love you' Chen they always turn away Your only trying hard to understand Your life is full of ups and downs Everything changes so fast Crying to forget the past and keeping tt within Sleep is denied from your aching heart You need to find the truth about life Jf you let me JM help you look You may be able to hide from God but to me you're an open book J care about where you've going and where you're going to be Please let me be forever your friend and don't turn your back on me “Niki King-Jocks ~ Pretense I try to be brave, I try to be strong ~ Ltry to pretend I don't need anyone ut, ‘ab the sun goes down and the cold sets in, when the fears reappear and the doubts begin, the-vell falls from my charade and the longing starts to ache, to grow, to devour me alive. Alive, I feel the hard pressing need for love, to love & be loved Harder & heavier its weight sits upon me crushing my brave strength. Baring all pretense I stand naked, exposed oe in the night longing for warmth. Jade Other Press Telereg Extravaganza! iq ee $300 2nd V7 ee Std Prive le Pwo'4th Brizesicc ccc: $75 each Fifteen 5th Prizes................. $50 each September 20, 1993 Rote FS . Poems, 8-30 lines each, neither published nor accepted for publication, may be on any subject, in any form or style. No limit to the number of entries per person. . Contestants retain all rights to their poems. Please keep copies. Submissions are not returned. . Each participant is entitled to one free copy of the 1993 Humanitas Poetry Annual, in which the winning entries will be published. Please type your full name and address, including postal code (where applicable), at the top right-hand corner of every page. . Administration fee: $5 Canadian for EACH POEM submitted. Non- refundable. Cheques and money orders: payable to Humanitas International Poetry Contests. . Deadline: 30th November, 1993. Our annual comes out in December. Poems received after the deadline date will be entered for the 1994 contest. C= The Adjudicators => Humanitas International Poetry Contests 605-650 Cheapside Street London, Ontario N5Y 5J8 Canada