January 15, 2003 http://otherpress.douglas.bc.ca Interview with Annie Guillo, Formerly of The Lofters Kerry Evans Culture Editor © page 14 Why did you audition for The Lofters show in the first place? I remember watching an episode of the Lofters and I saw that they were holding auditions for the next group of Lofters in Vancouver and I thought, hey ’'m in Vancouver, why not? I didn’t really think that I would do it to become an actor, which is what a lot of other people's intentions were. I took a week off work and went down to the auditions but I got there late. They said too late...no more auditions. But I waited outside anyways and after a while I saw Danny Crowder come outside. This was the first time we would meet, and the producer came out and said we're taking another few people. I went in and sat down. Before they had asked me why I wanted to be'a Lofter, I had already given them. ten good rea- sons why: Then I got a call back the next day and they came and filmed me. I began to understand at that point that it would be controversial because within minutes I was being asked if I dated guys and girls. What do you think their expectations were of you on the show? I strongly believe that their expectations were stereo- typed by me formerly being an exotic dancer. That was okay because it was my opportunity to let every- one know that it wasn’t really me. That yes it was a part I could play in my life but there was more to me. It's not what I was all about. They thought I would be the sexy, smutty girl with problems. Not to say that I don’t have problems but I guess they thought I might be into drugs, alcohol abuse and promiscuous, which is the light an exotic dancer is painted in. Tell me about your move and transition from Toronto to Vancouver. The show ended on June 15th and I left the loft hap- pily. And I also left the loft being not happy with my roommates. When we knew we were going to be leaving, everyone got really on edge. People also start- ed assuming that Kalen [Hayman] and myself would be helping them move because we had a truck. We already had our own apartment in Toronto. I did some modelling in Toronto but I didn’t really like the city at all. It was like a concrete jungle. So myself and Kalen flew back to BC in August and we went to Tofino and drove all around BC. At one point Kalen said he really liked BC and was willing to make the move. I was ready to get the hell out of Toronto and so we paid off our bills and packed up our things. We bought a trailer to fit all out belongs in and we head- ed out to BC on September Ist. When we got to BC we settled in for a month with my sister until we got on our feet. Then we moved to New Westminster the other press and got our own apartment. What is the biggest thing you took away from this expe- rience? Well, reality TV was very strange. For one I got into a performance-based job where I had to learn how to work on TV. I was put into a weird situation. On the other hand I also realized how society judges every- body on first impressions. I would get upset and even people would approach me about it on the street. They would comment on my life. They would be watching the show and the comment on situations. But the human side of them also would be identify- ing with me. Some people would comment on how aspects of my life that I had experienced were also a part of their life. If you want to be out there and have people watch you all the time you have to have a real- ly thick skin. I thought the people I worked with were great people but I can't take when people are fake. I can’t live like that. There is nothing more that I hate then when someone who is 30 is telling me that I don’t know anything because I am only 22. When really I have had some very life altering expe- riences that probably a 30-year-old hasn't. You can’t judge someone by his or her age. I got that from a couple of my roommates. One of the biggest things I got out of the project was a life-long partner. It took me to move across Canada and be a part of a TV show and live in the public, which was very hard to do, to find true love. Do you think that through the editing process, the show depicted your personality in a true-to-life honesty? I guess there were things I would do on a daily basis that they would show. I wasn't the one to go though the tapes and edit it the way that would be most flat- tering to my personality. My life was in someone else’s hands. There were times where I would feel that something wasn't shown as truthfully as it could be but then I just thought that people will continue to watch me and begin to understand who I really am and what I am all about. Would you do reality TV again? I would love to do it again but not some sleazy spin off of some other show. Maybe some sort of travelling} show but definitely not some scandal or win money| type of reality marketing campaign. But I wasn’t embarrassed to show the world who I was, who I am. I want to be in the public eye again in some other form. Do you think you are recognized in Vancouver as much as you were in Toronto? I think people in BC are very down to earth and noj