‘i y >) 2 25% a VOLUME XV, NUMBER 29 88 INNOVATION ABSTRACTS PUBLISHED BY THE NATIONAL INSTITUTE FOR STAFF AND ORGANIZATIONAL DEVELOPMENT (NISOD), COLLEGE OF EDUCATION, THE UNIVERSITY OF TEXAS AT AUSTIN « WITH SUPPORT FROM THE W. K. KELLOGG FOUNDATION AND THE SID W. RICHARDSON FOUNDATION A Useful, and Rather Painless, Writing Assignment Writing across the curriculum is not only politically correct, it is a good idea—provided the assignment is meaningful and useful, both to the student and to the teacher. On the first day of class, I give my students two writing assignments: 1. Tell me about your experiences with mathematics that helped form your attitude about the subject; you may go back to your high school or grade school days. 2. Tell me about yourself—your major, your goals, your life outside school—but nothing too personal. The assignments may be any length, but at least two words (“Math stinks” qualifies, but | would like to hear more). Grades are: ¥ (you did it); /+ (I was impressed); “++ (I was very impressed); and /+++ (you got help from a deity). These assignments quickly let me get to know the students as individuals. Moreover, I discover intelli- gence in students who are not very good in mathematics. I tend to view them more favorably once I realize—and this may be heresy to some—that being smart and being good in math are not the same thing, regardless of the messages I got from most of my own teachers. Often, these assignments reap serendipitous effects. For example, one of the best students, a man in his mid- twenties, in last summer’s college algebra class, had failed the course [taught by a different instructor] the preceding spring. His essay about that experience was so moving, insightful, and pertinent to the affective domain that I asked him if I could submit it for publication. He agreed. The entire essay follows, with only minor editing. e | have been a student at this college for the past three years. In this time, it has been my experience to encounter teachers from various schools of thought when it comes to principles and politics in the classroom. Personally, I learned at an early age not to rock the boat in certain situations—although there is nothing wrong with disturb- ing the water slightly. During spring 1992, I enrolled in a college algebra class. From the very first day until the final exam, there was an obvious lack of concern on the part of the instructor for a quality education for 85 to 90 percent of the students. And Ka of the 10 to 15 percent who did receive some display of compassion towards their advancement in mathematics, I only can guess that half of them possessed a natural love for numbers. These conclusions are based on short but pertinent conversations with other students. Obviously, without access to the teacher’s grade book, I have no way of knowing how accurate my views are in relation to my observations. Still, allow me a few lines to document the other factors which contributed to my opinion of this instructor. First and foremost, each class was one continuous rush of madness from the first second to the last, as if we did not have enough time. We never got answers to our questions which she felt were inappropriate. She almost always waited until the last two or three minutes of class to ask if we had any questions. Problems were solved on the overhead and erased before we caught up and before she was sure we understood what was being done. In retrospect, I figure that the most disturbing trait of my instructor was an inability to read the faces of her students and to notice that a great majority of us truly were lost. | am sure there is no such course as Face Reading 101, but surely a teacher with a real desire to teach knows a little about the subject. Nevertheless, as time passed, I began to understand why this teacher could not read our faces, why she did not know the names of more than three of the students, why she could not slow down and teach. It was because of fear, the fear that she really did not understand how to win back a room full of lost students, the feeling that she might expose her own fears to those of us who wanted so desperately to understand what started out to be a simple college algebra class and was now chaos. lama fair student with a love for math. I appreciate the challenges and concepts of numbers. And, | under- stand that not all teachers will yield to my expectations. Still, I can recognize a bad apple when I see one. This job should not be about teaching; it should be about caring, about helping, and about working toward a goal called education, in every sense of the word. Anyone can pick up a book and talk for three hours in front of 30+ students, but the students at our college want more. It is important to many of us that a teacher has a THE NATIONAL INSTITUTE FOR STAFF AND ORGANIZATIONAL DEVELOPMENT (NISOD) Community Coliege Leadership Program, Department of Educational Administration College of Education. The University of Texas at Austin, EDB 348, Austin, Texas 78712