ey ARTHUR CHAN DaviID LAM CAMPUS e lost his purpose in life. He did not know how to live in the world. Actually, he did not want to live in the world, since she was gone. When he met her, he thought the world had given him a perfect gift. Her appearance, her smile, her speech, and her thoughts made him happy. He had no sadness. He also found that he did not have enough time, because he wanted to spend all of his time with her. That was his most joyful time of his life. However, when he thought he was the luckiest man in the world, a traffic accident took her away. His happiness was gone. He did not want to stay in his home. Everything had the memory of her. Everything looked like her image; her smell and her sound filled the rooms. Those feelings made him cry. He had to get rid of his tears, so he wanted to leave. Nevertheless, he did not know where he could go. The world was so big that he felt lonely. In addi- tion, he wanted to keep his memo- ries of her. He just sat in his home to think about her. Tears became his partners. One night, he had a dream after he got drunk. He saw her holding an umbrella under the blue rain. They hugged together tightly. The feelings of missing and sadness were explored with his tears. Time became useless; they only cared that each other was here. They were surrounded, comforted by the blue rain. He knew this was the only way to meet her. He started to live in the world of darkness, which could give him dreams. He waited for the dream every day. In his dream, he could meet her under the blue rain. He waited and hoped that one day he could meet her without dreaming. No one heard from him again. The Douglas An Old Man With a Yellow Cone ARTHUR CHAN DaviID LAM CAMPUS You can see a strange old man in a shopping mall located in the centre of the city. You might wonder why I said he was strange. Oh! Sorry, I shouldn't say it like that. I have to respect old people. However, many other people said he was strange too, including the staff and the customers. The old man combed his sparse hair every day. He wore a complete dark blue suit and held a yellow ice cream cone, probably a banana cone. He sat on the chair outside an exclusive youth fashion shop. The staff of the fashion shop said that one day he had walked into the shop. “We asked him what he wanted to buy.” He said, “I have come for an interview. What? An interview! “T want to be the model of a fashion shop.” Model! We didn’t know how to answer him. As he had a seri- ous attitude while he held a yel- low ice cream cone, we just left him alone. Now he sits on the chair over there every day. He doesn't disturb our business. So we don't pay attention to him. There was a cus- tomer who always went to the mall and said, “Oh! That old man—he was so strange! I heard some- one asked him why he always held a yellow cone. He said something like die f yellow cone can represent his purpose of life, something like that! It seems he is some kind of artist. Anyway, do you know who he is?” The old man sits on his chair and thinks: “I really want to be the model of that fashion shop. If people don’t pay attention to me, I will do something to attract people—such as holding a yellow cone, and saying some- thing, even though I don't know what I am talking about. “Someone told me that every- one should have a career and work on it, because _ this is the purpose of life. I have my career. If I work on my career, I will make it. No, I mean I am going to make it. I know I can make it, trust me.” I have an uncle who has been working in a mental hospital for many years. One day, we had a talk. He said he had a patient before who liked to hold a yellow cone all the time. The Hunted The eggs hatch, the nest fills, College Student Society proudly presents With weeps, with cheerful and frightful shrills. The eagle arrives with worms for all, In hopes to satisfy the chicks with a dead pigeon. For life itself depends on reproduction, or shall | call it regeneration? Student Society will be showing free movies in the DCSS cafeteria. Complete schedules of the movies being shown this semester are posted in the DCSS building. B= Wednesday from I2 noon to 2pm the Douglas College Justice Denied—The National Film Board Of Canada in association with the CBC Wednesday November 4 @12noon. The Ihr 30min video address- es the legal status, laws etc of First Nations people in Canada. It is a searing indictment of “white man’s justice” as it focuses Like grass is eaten many a times yet it reproduces like a cancer that is benign. on the events of the murder and the day Donald Marshall walked out of prison. So that the caribou can survive and so that the caribou can hunt the flesh of life. And when the caribou that eat the grass die they become the dirt that feeds the grass, in turn so that the grass can last. That is so important to me and my wife. So that our kids can take over once we die, to hunt more than just a puny little fly. by Jochen Biertumpel Page 8 October 28 1998 The Other Press