the other press Culture Photo(graphic) By Devon Lewis How long will these shadows haunt me? Will I see you every time I look in the mirror Thinking of the way you would taunt me? Violently raking the bristles across my child’s sale Telling me how ugly Was my smile. You are there, tourturing me with | Cruel words in voice of bile And I become nothing that matters. I once thought that it would take a while, Before the phantom of you ceased Clawing at my soul, But you remain. Hyder, Alaska The river is swollen already in late August with millions of salmon on their Long March. Only a few will make it, only to perish on the banks. Far up north on this river, only four creatures make a sound. The gulls make their playground noise, fighting among one another for the feast. The bears, some are grizzly, roar their conquest of a late pre-hibernation meal, of the spawning salmon, that are heard splashing and crawling their way upstream to where they will leave life behind on their path to death. The incessant clicking and “look, look!” of the eco-tourist from Germany, sloshes by in his leopard-patterned gortex, matching exactly the outfit of his wife, must take one more shot, before returning to town to order seafood. The tourist spies a black bear eating his meal, and asks Smokey to smile politely for the camera. The throng of map-toting visitors wanders back and forth on the boardwalk, they are reminded by the ranger: Never run from the boardwalk to your car. Excuse me, Mr Park Ranger, but I have a question: What time at night do you put the bears away? By Macdonald Stainsby _ And I am less than whole. I have become the shadow, Present, but not quite sane Anymore For although you're gone, You still inflict the pain. Iam in a prison of confusion, Burnt By the mark of Caine, | I am forever flawed, Unable to see who I am Anymore, For the shadow will not give me refrain. Colleen Benallick October 23, 2002 Poetry/Fiction/Essays/etc. page 15 ©