there were such high hopes for me Bex Peterson Editor-in-Chief I knew from birth my youth was a form of currency every second a penny each minute a dime the hours were nickels days became dollars and it all devalued as time marched on I obsessed over deadlines I could never meet comparing my stacks my resume facts against others who invested far more wisely than me you have to specialize focus set distractions aside focus choose a life focus to do anything exceptional to be anyone exceptional if life is a highway then I drift across lanes if I come to the crossroads I stall at the junction I circle my chances I load up my arms with all life can give me and everything tumbles shatters on the ground and I start again and I start again and I start again Sneaky tears Morgan Hannah Life & Style Editor sneaky tears, always escaping from the corners of my eyes leaving soft white trails in the fields of my skin like rows of lavender, they too leave me sleepy in melancholy sneaky tears soaking into the cotton of my shirt puddles that I then fall into will you follow me as I drown? like swingers swaying in and out of each other's arms sneaky tears slip past my skin coloured skirts and onto my arms and I cradle them; they too leave me to sleep