A grown-up kind of Halloween » The best places to go on Halloween in the Lower Mainland Benjamin Howard Contrioutor Owen trick-or-treating and wondering what to do on Halloween? If'so, here are some events for you. Embark on a journey into the dark history of Vancouver's Gastown by going on this theatrical walking tour. Here’s a quotation from its website: “Venture into our city’s earliest and most gruesome history this Halloween season. A time when Vancouver was the Granville Townsite, a violent frontier town of hustlers and thieves, vagabonds, and bawdy girls.” The tour begins at 8 p.m. in downtown Vancouver at Cathedral Square, which is at Dunsmuir and Richards Street. Be warned, you might want to bring an extra pair of pantaloons! The Chinatown Haunted House. A haunted house with a Chinese twist, the Chinese : Haunted House is inspired by : the macabre stories of detective Judge Dee—a mysterious : Sherlockian figure based off of : real-life magistrate Di Renjie, : who was a member of the Tang : court. It features over 25 actors, The Lost Souls of Gastown. : : located at the beautiful Sun Yat- : Sen Classical Chinese Garden on : Carrall Street. It’s open from 7-10 : : p.m., and tickets are $14. dancers, and musicians, and is Potter’s House of Horrors. : Mentioned ina previous : Halloween themed article, this : attraction hosts two haunted : houses. The first, The Ripper of : Whitechapel, offers a terrifying : walk through Victorian England, : and is based loosely on the : old Jack the Ripper legend. : The second, The Swampin’ : Slaughterhouse, is set in an eerie : Louisiana swamp, making great : use of all the voodoo, zombie, : and crocodile references they : can. Tickets are $15 per haunted : house. Potter’s can be found in : Surrey at 12530 72nd Avenue, and : : is open from 7-10 p.m. The Parade of Lost Souls. : The annual parade returns, this : time with the theme of trickery. : In keeping with tradition, the : parade organizers will not : announce the whereabouts until : All Hallows’ Eve, but generally : speaking, it will be somewhere : in East Vancouver. The parade lasts from 7-10 p.m., and best of : all, it’s free and completely family : friendly! Fright Nights at Playland. : Though it seems like a main : staple on the majority of our : Halloween themed articles, : Fright Nights are guaranteed : fun! Featuring 15 rides, seven : haunted houses, fire dancers, : and acomedic magic sideshow, : Fright Nights have just about : everything. Tickets go from $32- : $37, so they're a little pricey when : compared with the rest of these : attractions—but who can say no : to The Beast? Happy haunting everyone! Photo via Thinkstock The unwanted spotlight » A look at being self-conscious Lauren Paulsen Senior Columnist Genns out. It’s something the majority of us do not want to do. It makes us feel uncomfortable and self- conscious. Whether we like it or not, humans like to belong. Individual expression is great when you can control what you want to stand out—not having a choice, now that’s another matter. I’ve always been different from my peers, but it hasn’t always been physically obvious. | have an “invisible illness.” I look normal and healthy at first glance, but that isn't the case. As a child, this made it hard to keep friends. I was small and underweight, and couldn’t keep up with my classmates. = I was bullied. : For example, I mentioned in an ey But it wasn’t until grade : article I wrote last week that six that it became really bad. : [now have to wear a mask to ——£ That was the year that] hadto —: keep myself from catching every : begin toting around an N.G. : virus out there. 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