The Other Press two poems. I'd like to touch your British eyes crush your polite laughter make you feel ugly, awkward-until suddenly that jazz hits you, tilts you takes you into the whirl of things where the big band the trumpet and the saxophone man play so fast all you know are stars between your feet, and my hands- swirling, guiding the air about you. I’ve seen you between the trains whistling upwards into crowds and city noise looking as if morning was the beautiful time and that only earnest time could catch the sounds, like sparkling motes, rising from your smiling, steepled lips. Tim Shepard November 1, 1993 The tarmac is barely discernible From the baked, hard dirt That lazily swallows its edges, As we stall to a landing Trailing dust storms from our wings. The air is dry in the sun’s bright rays and Tam carrying a multi-hued palette of fears; For the first year in twenty Iam home again, ~ But I do not know this place. The city seems diseased, Bombed, what buildings are left, Scarred with bullet pocks. Fighting broke the food chain, Noe there is man-made famine. Too, soon will come rain And with it - cholera. With this crew I have returned to record The nature of this tragedy. big But Iam beset by the things the camera Cannot capture. At the Red Cross camp We are given our ‘technical team’ - Guns for hire; security for the tour. 4 There are armed teenagers everywhere As we make our first visit, to prove our neutrality To the warlords; the stinking scavengers Who control this city, and who my guts threaten to Revolt at, by the though of Boot-licking to. From the camera truck, a woman Lying at roadside, AI stone clutched, pressed hard against Jer head. Her desperate grip fading, As children, near catatonic, March naked to the feeding centers And lie lifeless in the teasing shade. Of perversely swaying palms. .At the center for the severely malnourished Teurse my own health. Sidewallx "Tike city can be terrifyine esis Solermm and hax E"aces probe yout; erakb at wour so12) warmtaial wow fiwe im let im. Wiihy rmawust we i the flower that am the concrete WJio’s ©1182 8r2imse t. Wiho judfces the EZ arm rot yvou- I’m. ze. "KIhet’s rmore th Jeremiah Johm